Anger
It is normal to feel angry after losing a loved one to suicide, even as you feel overwhelming grief at the loss. Your loved one took an action that will impact the rest of your life, leaving you to pick up the pieces and deal with the aftermath.
Suicide usually produces more anger than any other type of death. For the sake of healing, it is important to acknowledge the anger. It is realistic and shouldn't be suppressed out of a sense of loyalty to the deceased. Anger is an integral part of the questioning process that is very significant to survivors. Studies report survivors frequently direct their anger at the deceased, the mental health system, other survivors, or a society they believe stigmatizes them. Survivors also are likely to blame themselves. It is important to realize that the deceased is loved... but the action they have taken has caused anger.